July 15th 2020 Am I the only Motherfucker who suffers from chronic brain overwhelm and thought disorganization? It...
Posts in Category "Patron Season 01"
1.21 “Revert to Draft” | The Other Shoe; Enjoy it today, bleed tomorrow
I'm not one of those people who can... enjoy things. What is "fun," and do other people have it? If I'm having a...
1.20 “Revert to Draft” | Workaholics (Hypervigilance) Anon
I’m one rigid bitch. Maybe not in my beliefs or judgements of others... but shit, I can’t handle my own self. My days?...
1.19 It’s not “okay,” but I have gender triggers
An early episode, Summer 2020, redacted for… not being PC or un-trauma biased. And I MF know it. Sometimes our past...
1.18 “Revert to Draft” | Ironic followup; Saying goodbye… Also, git fucked.
July 10th 2020 Remember that post a few hours ago, "Enjoy saying goodbye to people you love"? How about an immediate...
✭ 1.17 “Revert to Draft” | Learn to enjoy saying goodbye to people you love
July 8th, 2020 Learn to say goodbye to people you love. "Yeah fucking right?" Fair. But there are times when I...
1.16 Early Days Rerelease: Leveraging Anger in the war of Complex Trauma Recovery
This podcast episode explores the unconventional use of anger as a motivational tool in trauma recovery. The host discusses how accessing anger can provide energy and determination when other positive emotions feel out of reach. Drawing from personal experiences and punk rock influences, the episode offers insights into channeling difficult emotions constructively. The discussion also touches on the importance of eventually moving beyond anger towards forgiveness and healing.
✭ 1.15 Early Days Rerelease: Fear and Helplessness | There is no merit in worrying
This podcast episode explores the impact of fear, helplessness, and excessive worrying on individuals with complex trauma. The host shares personal experiences with driving anxiety and agoraphobia, discussing how these issues developed and were eventually overcome. The episode offers insights into the nature of worry, its roots in trauma, and practical strategies to challenge and reduce anxious thought patterns. Listeners are encouraged to focus on present realities rather than imagined future scenarios and to build self-trust through action.
1.14 Early Days Rerelease: Live | Shaking off shitty behaviors and getting trauma on track
This podcast episode explores the host’s recent experiences with trauma recovery, including the challenges of returning to their hometown and the importance of maintaining positive routines and mindset. The host discusses how consuming uplifting content and maintaining a consistent self-care routine has positively impacted their mental health and perspective. They also share a personal breakthrough in discussing generational trauma with their mother and reflect on the growth of their supportive online community for trauma survivors.
1.13 “Revert to Draft” | LIVE | Leaning into dark emotions; Getting honest about my lost relationship
June 24th 2020 So... for months I've been doing well, spitting optimism, and riding highs. But this hasn't been...
1.12 ✭ Early Days Rerelease: Endless Trauma Loops | Why do they happen
This podcast episode explores the concept of “endless trauma loops” in Complex PTSD recovery. The host discusses how childhood trauma can lead to repetitive patterns in adult life, influenced by subconscious programming, core beliefs, and inner critics. The episode delves into why individuals might repeat harmful patterns despite having insight into their behavior. It also touches on the importance of self-awareness, pattern recognition, and self-forgiveness in breaking these cycles. The host shares personal experiences and reflections to illustrate these concepts.
✭ 1.11 Early Days Rerelease: Complex Trauma and insecure attachments
This podcast episode explores the challenges of romantic relationships for individuals with Complex PTSD. The host shares personal experiences with obsessive thinking, insecure attachment, and self-sabotaging patterns in relationships. The discussion covers topics such as ambiguity in new partnerships, the impact of past trauma on current relationships, and the struggle to maintain personal goals while in a relationship. The episode also touches on the process of self-reflection and the potential benefits of focusing on personal growth outside of romantic partnerships.
1.10 “Revert to Draft” | LIVE from my childhood home; Experiments and Results in C-PTSD management
June 14th, 2020. Who’s back home and losing my trauma recovery footing? This guy! When we left off, I was talking...
1.9 “Revert to Draft” | Blog | Turn universal human fears into comforts
What happens when you've lost it all? You've got nothing left to lose, motherfucker. After your worst possible worries...
✭ 1.8 Early Days Rerelease: Visiting home and trauma journey backslides
This podcast episode explores the challenges of managing Complex PTSD during a visit to the childhood home. The host shares personal experiences with anxiety, depression, and addiction recovery, discussing how environmental changes can trigger old patterns. The episode highlights various coping strategies, including mindfulness, exercise, and creative pursuits. It emphasizes the importance of maintaining mental health routines and self-compassion during difficult times, offering listeners insights into the ongoing nature of trauma recovery.
1.7 “Revert to Draft” | Blog | Trick your Trauma Brain into action
Episode was released, reverted to draft, and re-released at this time for early CPTSD booster. Who's great at thinking...