Posts in Category "Public Rereleases"

Rerelease | Learning to Live with CPTSD | Archie As A Metaphor

Aug 31, 2023 | Brain Operations, My Stories, Patron Season 11, Public Rereleases, Seasons, Series

WTF Mates! Patreon didn't publish on the 25th. Have this one "late" and sorry about that Fuckers! See you tomorrow in...

Intro | Early Day Episodes Rereleases

Jan 29, 2023 | Patron Season 00, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons

When your brain is a spiralling hellhole of "not good enough, never have been"... sometimes you withdraw. When that...

✭✭ 3.12 Early Days Rerelease: Over-stimulation, Hypersensitivity, and Trauma

Sep 19, 2020 | Anxiety, Attention, Obsession, Early CPTSD Info, Most Helpful - 2 Stars, Patron Season 03, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons, Voted Most Helpful

Ever feel like you're just TOO observative and sensitive? Like your surroundings have an irrationally large effect on...

3.8 Early Days Rerelease: Comfort in Chaos

Sep 14, 2020 | Patron Season 03, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons

Ever heard that generality, "Complex Trauma survivors culture chaos in their lives because it feels normal"? Fuck...

✭✭ 3.7 Early Days Rerelease: Axes of PTSD Management

Sep 10, 2020 | Early CPTSD Info, Most Helpful - 2 Stars, Patron Season 03, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons, Voted Most Helpful

I'm not a scientist anymore, but some things haven't faded. Today, I'm laying out my hypothesis that there are three...

3.6 Early Days Rerelease: Distress Intolerance and Perseverant Thinking

Sep 6, 2020 | Anxiety, Attention, Obsession, Early CPTSD Info, Patron Season 03, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons

Ever feel overwhelmed and shut-down for... well... kind of mundane reasons? Like you're about to explode if your phone...

3.4 Early Days Rerelease: Prolonged Freeze States

Aug 30, 2020 | Early CPTSD Info, Patron Season 03, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons

Ever feel like you get "stuck" in a void? Like your brain goes blank and your tongue gets tied? Do you watch your life...

✭ 3.3 Early Days Rerelease: Emotional Dissociation (AKA Numbing)

Aug 29, 2020 | Early CPTSD Info, Most Helpful - 1 Star, Patron Season 03, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons, Voted Most Helpful

How are your emotions? Black and white, like everything else? 0 or 100? Big surprise, your trauma brain is just trying...

✭✭ 3.2 Early Days Rerelease: ACEs and Work Environments

Aug 26, 2020 | Most Helpful - 2 Stars, Patron Season 03, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons, Voted Most Helpful, Work and trauma

Struggle with work environments triggering your trauma and disrupting your life? Wonder why coworkers drive you over...

✭✭✭ Early Days Rerelease: 2.16 Shame and C-PTSD

Aug 17, 2020 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Depression, Shame, Rumination, Early CPTSD Info, Git Educated | Intermediate, Most Helpful - 3 Stars, Patron Season 02, Public Rereleases, Seasons, Subscriber Content, Voted Most Helpful

What the fuck IS shame, exactly? How is it different from guilt? How does it interplay with Trauma? Doing some "real...

2.13 Early Days Rerelease: Trauma and physical manifestions

Aug 12, 2020 | Patron Season 02, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons

So... things suddenly aren't going so well with your body? Weird shit is happening, acutely and chronically? ...

✭ 2.12 Early Trauma Coping: Punk Rock Saved My Life

Aug 9, 2020 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, Most Helpful - 1 Star, Patron Season 02, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons, Voted Most Helpful

Punk is the trauma genre, drawing misfits and unwanted outsiders together to create their own community. And they...

2.8 Early Days Rerelease: Traumastates – Like remembering a fever nightmare

Jul 30, 2020 | My Stories, Patron Season 02, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons

Looking back on those days of trauma-responses and utter misery... sometimes feels more like trying to remember a...

✭✭ 2.4 Early Days Rerelease: Emotional roller coasters; The rise is relative to the fall

Jul 25, 2020 | Most Helpful - 2 Stars, Patron Season 02, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons, Voted Most Helpful

Anyone else have big emotions that shift faster than the wind? One moment I'm floating, the next I'm fucking sinking....

2.3 Early Days Rerelease: “I can’t” | Too inferior to fail

Jul 21, 2020 | Patron Season 02, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons

Always waiting for something to change before you can? Convinced that the obstacle is too large - and uncomfortable -...

2.2 Early Days Rerelease: “I’m doing fine,” and other human lies

Jul 21, 2020 | Patron Season 02, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons

Revisiting an old post, from May 2020.  Tired of painting on a happy face? We all are. For better or for worse,...