Posts in Category "Patron Season 01"

1.22 “Revert to Draft” | Brain Overload; Trauma or just busted?

Jul 12, 2020 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, Patron Season 01, Seasons, Subscriber Content

July 15th 2020 Am I the only Motherfucker who suffers from chronic brain overwhelm and thought disorganization? It...

1.21 “Revert to Draft” | The Other Shoe; Enjoy it today, bleed tomorrow

Jul 10, 2020 | Bonus Episodes, Git Changing | Advanced, Patron Season 01, Seasons, Subscriber Content

I'm not one of those people who can... enjoy things. What is "fun," and do other people have it? If I'm having a...

1.20 “Revert to Draft” | Workaholics (Hypervigilance) Anon

Jul 10, 2020 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, Patron Season 01, Seasons, Subscriber Content

I’m one rigid bitch. Maybe not in my beliefs or judgements of others... but shit, I can’t handle my own self. My days?...

1.19 It’s not “okay,” but I have gender triggers

Jul 8, 2020 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Changing | Advanced, Git Educated | Intermediate, Patron Season 01, Seasons, Subscriber Content

An early episode, Summer 2020, redacted for… not being PC or un-trauma biased. And I MF know it. Sometimes our past...

1.18 “Revert to Draft” | Ironic followup; Saying goodbye… Also, git fucked.

Jul 8, 2020 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, Patron Season 01, Repost, Seasons, Subscriber Content

July 10th 2020 Remember that post a few hours ago, "Enjoy saying goodbye to people you love"? How about an immediate...

✭ 1.17 “Revert to Draft” | Learn to enjoy saying goodbye to people you love

Jul 8, 2020 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Changing | Advanced, Git Educated | Intermediate, Most Helpful - 1 Star, Patron Season 01, Repost, Seasons, Subscriber Content, Voted Most Helpful, Vulnerability, Intimacy, and Trust

July 8th, 2020 Learn to say goodbye to people you love. "Yeah fucking right?"  Fair. But there are times when I...

1.16 Early Days Rerelease: Leveraging Anger in the war of Complex Trauma Recovery

Jul 5, 2020 | Patron Season 01, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons

Anger has a bad rap. No, we don't need more angst or outrage in this world... but when your emotions are limited by...

✭ 1.15 Early Days Rerelease: Fear and Helplessness | There is no merit in worrying

Jul 1, 2020 | Most Helpful - 1 Star, Patron Season 01, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons, Voted Most Helpful

It's a marathon episode of back-to-back blog posts, motherfucker! Talking about the mindset of fear and helplessness...

1.14 Early Days Rerelease: Live | Shaking off shitty behaviors and getting trauma on track

Jul 1, 2020 | MF Speaks, Patron Season 01, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons

A wild update 'cast from adventures in trauma; off the cuff and sharing a busy week of learning & developments....

1.13 “Revert to Draft” | LIVE | Leaning into dark emotions; Getting honest about my lost relationship

Jun 24, 2020 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Changing | Advanced, Git Educated | Intermediate, My Stories, Patron Season 01, Repost, Seasons, Subscriber Content

June 24th 2020 So... for months I've been doing well, spitting optimism, and riding highs. But this hasn't been...

1.12 ✭ Early Days Rerelease: Endless Trauma Loops | Why do they happen

Jun 24, 2020 | Endless Trauma Loops, Most Helpful - 1 Star, My Stories, Patron Season 01, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons, Series, Voted Most Helpful

For the past 2 years, I've had major epiphany moments about my trauma journey and recovery .I've made enormous...

✭ 1.11 Early Days Rerelease: Complex Trauma and insecure attachments

Jun 24, 2020 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Most Helpful - 1 Star, My Stories, Patron Season 01, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons, Voted Most Helpful

I'm not proud to admit, I have bad relationships. I get obsessive and anxious. I fall into unhealthy patterns with...

1.10 “Revert to Draft” | LIVE from my childhood home; Experiments and Results in C-PTSD management

Jun 14, 2020 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, My Stories, Patron Season 01, Seasons, Subscriber Content

June 14th, 2020. Who’s back home and losing my trauma recovery footing? This guy! When we left off, I was talking...

1.9 “Revert to Draft” | Blog | Turn universal human fears into comforts

Jun 10, 2020 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, Patron Season 01, Seasons, Subscriber Content

What happens when you've lost it all? You've got nothing left to lose, motherfucker. After your worst possible worries...

✭ 1.8 Early Days Rerelease: Visiting home and trauma journey backslides

Jun 6, 2020 | Most Helpful - 1 Star, My Stories, Patron Season 01, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons, Voted Most Helpful

For months I’ve been great (you know, relatively speaking for a Traumatized MF). I’ve been focused, uber productive,...

1.7 “Revert to Draft” | Blog | Trick your Trauma Brain into action

Jun 1, 2020 | Bonus Episodes, Git Changing | Advanced, Patron Season 01, Seasons, Subscriber Content

Episode was released, reverted to draft, and re-released at this time for early CPTSD booster. Who's great at thinking...