My Stories Archives - Traumatized Motherfuckers

Rerelease | Learning to Live with CPTSD | Archie As A Metaphor

Aug 31, 2023 | Brain Operations, My Stories, Patron Season 11, Public Rereleases, Seasons, Series

WTF Mates! Patreon didn't publish on the 25th. Have this one "late" and sorry about that Fuckers! See you tomorrow in...

Rerelease | Learning to Live on CPTSD | Archie As a Metaphor

Aug 25, 2023 | Public Blog, Brain Operations, My Stories, Patron Season 11, Public Content, Public Rereleases

Motivational figure, wealth of joy, and dedicated learner despite everything that was against him. For a lot more on...

5.1 Welcome to the Fort! | Reintegrating Neural Networks [AKA – Fragmented Personalities]

May 19, 2021 | Subscriber Content, Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, MF Speaks, My Stories, Patron Season 05, Seasons

Welp. You made it - both the decision and the effort to be here! Welcome to the trauma fort and I hope you're...

Death of an Abusive Parent

Nov 30, 2020 | Blog, COVID Coping, Jess Journals, LIVING with Complex Trauma, My Stories, No Contact, Public Blog, Transcripts

Hey Fuckers. Few weeks, no see. I know what you're thinking, "What the hell are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to...

3.28 Unsent Letters; Dear Dad

Nov 12, 2020 | Subscriber Content, Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, My Stories, Patron Season 03, Seasons

Buckle up... it's an emotional one. Finally following through on a therapy homework assignment I neglected for 2...

CPTSD AAAM; Archie As A Metaphor

Oct 26, 2020 | Blog, Archie, Jess Journals, LIVING with Complex Trauma, My Stories, Public Blog

Ya know, I sort of have a problem with seeing everything through trauma and recovery-tinted glasses in my life. If you...

Narcissists. AKA – Defining “dating my father”

Oct 18, 2020 | Blog, Education, LIVING with Complex Trauma, My Stories, Patron Season 03, Public Blog, Transcripts

It was 2016, I was 26 years old. I had just gone through a major life-shittery period that stretched from 23 to the...

3.21 Annnnd I no longer trust myself to be in any relationship

Oct 8, 2020 | Subscriber Content, Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, CPTSD Relationship Downfalls, Git Educated | Intermediate, My Stories, Patron Season 03, Relationship Misc., Seasons

So, it’s been a rough relationship past. Now… is it possible to make good decisions? Or am I headed down a narc spiral...

Transcript | Annnnd I no longer trust myself to be in any relationship

Oct 5, 2020 | Series, CPTSD Relationship Downfalls, Git Changing | Advanced, My Stories, Patron Season 03, Relationship Misc., Seasons, Subscriber Content, Transcripts

Full disclosure: I did a thing I definitely shouldn’t have done. It was stupid, it was compulsive, and it is paying...

Dear dad. My unsent letter.

Aug 30, 2020 | Public Blog, Blog, Jess Journals, My Stories, No Contact, Public Content

Hey, who wants an emotional one? Here it comes. Years ago, my therapist asked me to write this letter, fold it up, and...

The Trauma Genre; Punk rock saved my life

Aug 13, 2020 | Blog, Jess Journals, My Stories, Public Blog

Ever look back at your life and think “huh, actually I guess I did alright, considering the clusterfuck?” when you’re...

Lessons from 1 week as a Cerebellar Hypoplasia single dogmom

Aug 4, 2020 | Public Blog, Archie, Blog, Education, Jess Journals, My Stories

For over a year I’ve been trying to get a dog. Yes, I know, there are millions of needy dogs to choose from - what is...

2.8 Early Days Rerelease: Traumastates – Like remembering a fever nightmare

Jul 30, 2020 | My Stories, Patron Season 02, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons

This podcast episode explores the challenges of remembering and processing traumatic experiences during recovery. The host compares trauma states to fever dreams, discussing the difficulty in recalling exact details and emotions from periods of intense struggle. The episode highlights the physical and emotional symptoms of trauma and describes the gradual process of healing. It offers encouragement to those still experiencing trauma symptoms and emphasizes the possibility of recovery with proper support and therapy.

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