So why are all of your romantic (and otherwise) relationships chronically abusive? Especially when you're soooo dead...
Posts in Category "CPTSD Relationship Downfalls"
Stigma of Covert Abuse
Looking a bit long for the casual read? Yeah, this is the transcript to a whole podcast... and I'm thorough. Luckily,...
4.18 “Revert to Draft” | CPTSD Romantic Relationship Downfalls, Pt II
Coming back to talk about how my early life continues to shape the things I expect from romantic partners. Something...
The fragmented “self.”
Hey Fuckers, jumping in for one quick correction. I’ll be honest. I recorded this, listened to it, and realized that...
Why we attract (and stay with) abusers
Hey, Happy New Year! I'm starting 2021 right and doing that thing I detailed in the 2020 wrapup episode. Putting out...
3.21 Annnnd I no longer trust myself to be in any relationship
So, it’s been a rough relationship past. Now… is it possible to make good decisions? Or am I headed down a narc spiral...
Relational “Deactivation” (AKA bitch, you so hot and cold)
I've been back at trauma reading and learning lately; a side-effect of preparing to go back to school AND having open...
✭✭ 2.17 Early Days Rerelease: Deactivation, hot & cold relationships explained
Ever heard of Deactivation? I hadn't either. But it explains a lot about my do-or-die relationships and flighty...