TW: Sexual abuse, incest, and substance abuse. I've always invited TMFRs to radio in with their own accounts of...
Posts Tagged "trauma patterns"
Why we attract (and stay with) abusers
Hey, Happy New Year! I'm starting 2021 right and doing that thing I detailed in the 2020 wrapup episode. Putting out...
An Experiment in Workaholism; Behavior Analysis & CPTSD
Alright, so if you've been here long you've probably heard this story already. When was the last time I had to take a...
✭✭✭ 3.19 Self-sabotage and Dissociation
Shoutout to Tina. Posting this as an early release on Patreon, in case it helps.
It’s not “okay,” but apparently I have Gender Triggers
Okay, here’s a personal one, Motherfuckers. Also, an angry, void-of-any-research one. I'm RANTING this one out to...
3.13 A Workaholic Experiment in Applied Behavior Analysis
Hey, it's that time again. Taking a solid look at that life I've been creating via anxiety and workaholic tendencies…....
3.8 Early Days Rerelease: Comfort in Chaos
Ever heard that generality, "Complex Trauma survivors culture chaos in their lives because it feels normal"? Fuck...
Comfort in Chaos
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about the behaviors and relations between my mother and I. Why? Because she’s...
2.11 Victim or Motherfucker? Has Trauma ever “helped”?
Unpopular opinion; early trauma gave me a lot of positive personality traits… you know, along with all the terrible...
1.22 “Revert to Draft” | Brain Overload; Trauma or just busted?
July 15th 2020 Am I the only Motherfucker who suffers from chronic brain overwhelm and thought disorganization? It...
1.21 “Revert to Draft” | The Other Shoe; Enjoy it today, bleed tomorrow
I'm not one of those people who can... enjoy things. What is "fun," and do other people have it? If I'm having a...
1.20 “Revert to Draft” | Workaholics (Hypervigilance) Anon
I’m one rigid bitch. Maybe not in my beliefs or judgements of others... but shit, I can’t handle my own self. My days?...
1.19 It’s not “okay,” but I have gender triggers
An early episode, Summer 2020, redacted for… not being PC or un-trauma biased. And I MF know it. Sometimes our past...