by Jess | Jan 29, 2023 | Patron Season 00, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Rereleases, Seasons
When your brain is a spiralling hellhole of “not good enough, never have been”… sometimes you withdraw. When that shitscape is finally over, it’s time to reconsider the hiding you’ve been doing. Let’s talk about what happened...
by Kyle | Jan 27, 2023 | Bonus Episodes, Git Changing | Advanced, Loneliness and CPTSD, MF Speaks, MFs Speak!, Patron Season 10, Seasons, Series, Subscriber Content
Today we’re going to hear part one of Kyle’s reflection on loneliness, examined through trends of felt experiences! Stay tuned for parts 2 and 3 next month, as we get clear on how IFS interplays with loneliness! And don’t forget to give Kyle a round...
by tmfrscom | Jan 27, 2023 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, Loneliness and CPTSD, MF Speaks, MFs Speak!, Patron Season 10, Seasons, Subscriber Content
In this final segment of the conversation, Incanthatus and Shelby dive into loneliness and relationship challenges on CPTSD. Want the whole thing? Catch parts I and II at the Git Connected tier and above. Be sure to holler at yer MFs, and let Inca know if you’re...
by tmfrscom | Jan 27, 2023 | Bonus Episodes, Git Changing | Advanced, Interviews, Loneliness and CPTSD, MF Speaks, MFs Speak!, Patron Season 10, Seasons, Subscriber Content
A TMFR first! Our community captain, Incanthatus, meets with fellow friend of the Blanket Fort, Shelby, to talk all things CPTSD.
by tmfrscom | Jan 27, 2023 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, Loneliness and CPTSD, MF Speaks, MFs Speak!, Patron Season 10, Seasons, Subscriber Content
You know the voice by now… it’s our MF from downunda, Leanne! She’s back today to talk about the RELIEF of being alone after a lifetime of serving others, and finding safe community outside the home. For some of us, being alone is not always lonely....
by tmfrscom | Jan 27, 2023 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, Loneliness and CPTSD, MF Speaks, MFs Speak!, Patron Season 10, Seasons, Subscriber Content
Let’s hear from our friend of the community, AL (Alicia), for the first time! Hear about being the preacher’s daughter, exiling friend groups, and maladaptive dreaming as a coping tool. And nah, MF, ya got a GREAT voice and words.
by Jess | Jan 26, 2023 | Blog, LIVING with Complex Trauma, Loneliness and CPTSD, Public Blog, Public Content, Public Season 03, RECOVERY, Seasons, Series
This is the transcript / blog version of the public podcast, found wherever you streamJust search “Traumatized Motherfuckers” and git listening yer damn Self.For the full catalog of 250+ episodes so far and the private support community, go to...
by Jess | Jan 25, 2023 | Loneliness and CPTSD, Public Content, Public Podcast, Public Season 03, Seasons
Surprise, we’re back! Keeping up with the private stream’s topic of the month, we’re here to talk about Loneliness. Let’s discuss the varieties of loneliness, the trends that start in childhood and pervade a lifetime, and the separate...
by Jess | Jan 24, 2023 | Blog, Git Changing | Advanced, Loneliness and CPTSD, Patron Season 10, Private Blog, Research, Seasons, Series, Subscriber Content, Transcripts
Loneliness and CPTSD Pt I So here we are, Fuckers! Starting off this new year, officially, with our new show format. That’s two research episodes to introduce a topic and two weeks of MFs Speaks episodes to open, expand, and round out the conversation. Getting more...
by Jess | Jan 24, 2023 | Blog, Exercises, Git Changing | Advanced, Patron Season 09, Private Blog, Seasons, Series, SUB-C, Subscriber Content, Transcripts
WORDY EXERCISE So my Muffs, we left off talking about the Sub-C. The sub-con, if you’re privy to that distinction. Daily episode drop motherfuckers, holler. Anyways, I prompted you to get in touch with your subconscious by watching it more regularly and more...
by Jess | Jan 24, 2023 | Blog, Private Blog, Transcripts
SOOOOO let’s be honest. I’m restarting this blog effort to accompany the Patreon… but it’s coming with some big challenges. Life got fucked up somewhere around “my dog is rapidly dying as someone screams at me everyday” followed by...
by Jess | Jan 24, 2023 | Blog, Git Changing | Advanced, Patron Season 09, Private Blog, Seasons, Series, SUB-C, Subscriber Content, Transcripts
So in all this inner work we’ve been doing so far – starting back in July (? question mark?) with the “Refind and Reempower your full SELF” series and leading up to today… what we’re really trying to do, at the root of it… is to get to the REAL root of it....
by tmfrscom | Jan 21, 2023 | Blog, Git Changing | Advanced, Git Educated | Intermediate, Loneliness and CPTSD, Patron Season 10, Private Blog, Seasons, Series, Subscriber Content, Workbooks
Hey Fuckers! Here’s a note-taking and reflection workbook to accompany the past two episodes! A thing to expect each month as part of yer tier benefits x the project rebirth 🙂 Get all the important points, including fill-in-the-blanks to check info...
by tmfrscom | Jan 20, 2023 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, Loneliness and CPTSD, Patron Season 10, Seasons, Series, Subscriber Content
A lot has been said already that’s ripe for reflection, I’d say. BUT what the research didn’t full capture, was… the actual experience of it, through all stages of “CPTSD and recovery.” Plus, a few more interesting research tidbits to reframe this whole...
by tmfrscom | Jan 17, 2023 | Git Educated | Intermediate, Polls, Subscriber Content
Hey Motherfuckers! Just doing some more new year planning and retroactive fuckup fixes – and here’s one that’s come up. Do y’all miss having the blogged version/transcript of the episodes? Feedback went silent on those, so I...
by tmfrscom | Jan 15, 2023 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, Loneliness and CPTSD, Patron Season 10, Research, Seasons, Series, Subscriber Content
Let’s learn about “loneliness” and its assorted categories, consequences, and commonalities among trauma sufferers. I think we all know, whether it’s peer reviewed information or not… Mental illness AND mental illness recovery is fucccccking lonely....
by tmfrscom | Jan 15, 2023 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, Patron Season 10, Subscriber Content
Oghta. Sometimes you rigidly do a thing “for safety” even though it’s not working, beating yer damn head against a wall indefinitely with protective parts driving the show. And sometimes you realize, “If I just fucking stop and ask what’s...
by Jess | Jan 13, 2023 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, MFs Speak!, Patron Season 09, Seasons
Who dropped the ball on putting out a NY episode? This guy right here. Luckily, a MF was ON IT. Today, let’s hear from our community comrade, Incanthatus, reflecting on a lifetime without trustworthiness in Self or others… and the ways they intend to run...
by tmfrscom | Jan 13, 2023 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, MF Speaks, MFs Speak!, Patron Season 09, Seasons, Subscriber Content
Big news comin at you, from project and personal perspectives. Tune in, or yer gonna be surprised moving forward!
by tmfrscom | Jan 8, 2023 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, MF Speaks, MFs Speak!, Patron Season 09, Seasons, Subscriber Content
Let’s hear from our community leader, Incanthatus, on working with parts! Thanks, as always, to Inca. Share your thanks wherever you cross paths!
by tmfrscom | Jan 6, 2023 | Audio Podcasts | Subscribers, Git Educated | Intermediate, MF Speaks, MFs Speak!, Patron Season 09, Psychosomatic illness, Seasons, Subscriber Content
Today Lee records-in to share her early life conditions (TW), resulting health and hormonal traumas, and taking healing measures for herself and others. Tons of useful information in this one – be sure to holler gratitude at Lee wherever you...
by tmfrscom | Jan 1, 2023 | DID, Parts, Fragmentation, Git Educated | Intermediate, MF Speaks, MFs Speak!, Patron Season 09, Seasons, Subscriber Content, YOUR Parts in Relationship
Let’s hear from a friend of the Blanket Fort Community on their recent experience with a frustrated perfectionistic part vs. relationships. And shout out your thanks to Katiekat wherever you find them!
